Shit day

After a very shitty day of fighting with Jay of some really shallow shit I had the brilliant idea to message jon and make sure he was ok. I mentioned in the previous blog that I heard he wasn't doing so well. The rumers were obviously true. He still holds a firey hared for me, still blames me for everything, still completely a totally infallible. It's been a shit day all the way around so this was just the shit frosting on the shit cake of my day. The previous night was wonderfull. We spent the night with an amazing guy who I seem to have a connection with. I'll leave out the gritty details to protect the innocent but I had a great time with him. I learned recently that Josh has stuck yet again. He did the same thing to his best friend that he recently did to me. if anything tonight has solidified in my head the fact that PEOPLE DONT CHANGE. Some people will always live theirr life the same way they always have without so much as a thought of what could have been. Why do I get mixed up with the crasies? jon and josh both are bat shit crasy. its never been more obvious. I tried to talk to jon under a white flag of truce and he responded exactly as I predicted he would....never again.