...And I Breathed a Sigh orf Relief...

Last night it all came to a head with what happened between kirnan, Jay and I. He did exactly what I asked of him and I had the exact reaction I expected. I can now live my life. I feel a sence of closure and a finalization to things. Chances are I'll never see or hear from him again but I'm ok with that. Neither one of us were perfect in our relationship but Kirnan was forever blameless in every situation. I'm happy I don't have to "deal" with his mental problems as I'm sure he's glad he no longer has to "deal" with me and mine. I breathe a sigh of relief now knowing that I can move on and there really is nothing left to the man I once loved. Last night he sent what he claims to be a mass text message to his friends telling them that he'd be disappearing from this earth and never heard from again. Jay took this as a suicide note and called his parents house at 3am to see if he was doing anything he wasn't suppose to....I on the other hand knew it was a plea for attention. He lays claim to disappearing from all of his friends. according to him he'll be changing his phone number, deleting all of his online accounts and moving away with his family. Whether or not this will actually happen is up for debate. He may disappear from my life but he's a social whore. I don't believe it for a second. He's just being a little dramatic I think. Ultimately, it doesn't matter to me anymore. I felt the switch flip and today I'm quite happy and content....It's over.