Well, I finally got....permission to spill what I had said last night. The other night Jay left work and went to hang out with a friend who had been dating kirnan since march (which is interesting considering he flipped out and left on march 7th but didn't leave the picture entirely for another few weeks while we "Try to see if things could work") . The reason why is that kirnan had been doing some very weird things as of late....nothing we hadn't seen before. He kept catching kirnan in little lies, strategically loosing a phone that later jay confirmed was in his possession when he said it wasn't, not being where he said he was, some weird behaviour and then he just disappeared....yeah, sounds familiar. There was one bit of information I learned that kinda shocked me (Although, I'm not sure it should have as I knew he has delusions like this) He told this person that he was a Centaur.....Yes, Kirnan thinks that he is a Centaur. its only slightly more worrying from when I found out that he was actively searching the web for ACTUAL ways to shape shift into a werewolf....I dealt with this by pushing it out of my head as I didn't want to consider what it meant at the time. There is a very real and clear problem in kirnans head. The dark part of me ravels in their obvious slow and painfull decent into madness but the light in me feels very sorry for them. That part wants to reach out and help them as I know better then most what path they follow. When I first heard it was the darkness that ruled my emotions but that has since been replaced by the light. I just feel so sorry for them and the people they hurt and continue to hurt.
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Yeah, that's messed up.
Best to just stay away from it as much as possible.
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