Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Late nights.

Ever since I can remember I've always had severe sleep issues. I could
spend days on end on very little to absolutly no sleep what so ever.
Once in my life I remember feeling as though I was sleeping like a
normal person. Unfortunatly that turned into a very nasty addiction to
Ambien. I've never been addicted to anything like I was to Ambien. It
was by far one of the best and worst things to ever happen to me. I
spent some hellish nights trying desprately to force myself to NOT
want that little perfect pill and in the long run I beat it but it's
on nights like these that make me look back on those perfect nights
that gave way to perfect mornings. I don't think I could ever go back
to that but god damn I want to, more then anything right now. I never
knew addiction before this pill but I know that I will be craving it
for the rest of my life.

-Sent from my iPhone

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

No rest for the wicked, there's a whole planet to deviate