although tonight seems to have a purpose... My mind is racing with some of the most undesirable thoughts one can have. This is all too familiar to me. It means I'm to expect another deep, powerful depression in the coming days. Maybe it's a self fulfilling prophecy but this is the way it's been for years and I can't fight it alone. Although those who know me best know that when I'm depressed it's near impossible to reach me. My recoil mechanism is stronger then any other reaction in my body. I feel very alone right now. How is that possible? I'm in bed with my 2 boys. I guess it's the difference between being physically and emotionally alone. God I hate watching them sleep like little babies.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
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Thanks for your responce Pup, I appreciate it but I rejected it just because I dont feel right about your phone number being posted on my blog for the world to see.
I feel your pain. You are *not* alone.
Thats understandable fox. Do me a favor and email or IM me your new number because the only number i have from you in your england phone # lol
I'm understanding the depression thing, though not to the same level I believe. I'm going through my own issues at the moment as well. *Hugs* You can call me whenever you like hun.
You are NEVER alone, you are in my constant thoughts and prayers !!!! REMEMBER that honey !!! Mama ........
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