Distractions

Tomorrow I have my first appointment with my psychiatrist. I'm both excited and scared about the experience. I know that the chances of getting better are now greatly increased but I'm afraid of what I may find out. I'm hoping I already know the gist of what my issues are. I know that I have a few OCD tendencies. I know that I have severe social issues, severe anxiety issues and I've been battling with depression since I can remember. That's alot of have on your plate at one time. I'm trying to be strong but sometimes I just wanna give up. I've been distracting myself with a new game as of late. I love being able to get my hands on just about any piece of software out there. It's called Far Cry 2. it's got some really impressive next gen graphics and is one of those games that you can really loose yourself in. Unfortunately, it seems to be a new point of obsession. I guess it's better then falling deep in a depression. distractions can be good.