shit day

today's been an exceptionally shitty day. I spent the day being extremely depressed and just didn't even want to get out of bed today. Everything that happened today and everyone I was around just seemed to make things worse. Our luck with automobiles continues... We borrowed jays fathers car so that we could get jay to work. It died today in the middle of Podunk, nowhere. To top it off.... It started hailing while we were waiting for a tow truck. Little things that just added to the shitty week I've been having. Unfortunately there's nobody here that can make me feel better right now. I love Jay, Kirnan and Josh more than anything but none of them can help me now. Jay seems to understand better then anyone but josh and kirnan are the last ones I'd turn to to help me feel better to be honest. I just wanna sleep the rest of this fucked up week away and hope for something better. I appreciate all your well wishes but save em for when they'll make a difference. Right now I need action not well wishes. Jay tries but there's only so much that can be done when I'm like this. I hate feeling hopeless.