Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Fhew!!!!

Luckily I figured out that it wasn't the main HD that went bad. It was the secondary that pooped out on me. I took both drives apart to see if there was anything I could do to remedy the problem. as soon as the bad drive was out of the equation my baby started up normally. at some point I'll be replacing the secondary drive with a bigger, better one. I thinking a 500 gig. That'll push me up to 3/4 of Terabyte.

Jason informed me the other day that he's gonna be getting a new desktop computer through work at a great deal. It's a $1,700 Dell with everything he'll need for quite a while. To help me feel better He's giving me his laptop. I've been drooling over his laptop for a while now. It's not top of the line any more but its definitely better then par. He got it through work a year or so ago for $3,000 and some change....We're still paying that off. I gave my old laptop to Kelly when I moved to England and ever since then I've been thinking about getting another one. I was at one point considering getting a Mac laptop and still might at some point but not for a long while when we have more then enough money to play with.

Josh is coming over Friday to spend the weekend with us which seems to be a constant recently. I love when josh is here. I made a comment the other day about how Josh would be one of the last people I turn to in a time of need. I've been thinking about that comment for a few days now and I now realize that it's completely false. Josh has been an amazing friend to me and has helped me more then I realized. The original comment flew out of me without proper explination. By it I ment that it's hard to turn to someone who's been dealing with far more (MUCH better) then I am. I look up to Josh more then he knows and I'm VERY greatfull and proud to call him my friend. He's an amazing guy and I love him very much. He was a little bummed to read what I wrote about him the other day. I didnt realize it till later that it didnt read the way it was writen. I love you kiddo, Thanks for being there for me. You know that I'll always be here for you no matter what. I'd do anything for you.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hi honey, mama here. I'm so glad that you corrected yourself or should I say explained yourself better about Josh. I think that I knew what you were trying to say, but it did come out sounding a little cool, not cold just cool and not good cool. I know that you have been under a very dark cloud recently, and I know that you know how much WE all LOVE you !! Each one of us hurts when you hurt and I am very jealous when I see the love and support that your friends give you ! I see this from a third person perspective and MY GOD ! it amazes me!! You talk about bad luck, SHIT, you are the LUCKIEST person in the world !! You have ME, JAY, JOSH, KIRNAN and CAL, just to name a few. Someone once told me ( and remember this! ) "If you go through life with ONE good friend, you are lucky" Well, I'll tell you what honey, YOU have several !! You are one lucky guy !! About looking up to Josh, I too look up to him! The more that I learn about him and what hells he has endoured the more I see him as a very special person and I wish that I had the convictions and the power to be able to change my life as he has done. We all at times in our lives go through self pity parties, but when I feel down I remember something that I read once, when you are sad because you cannot afford thoses shoes that you want, remember the child born with no legs, when you don't like how you look in thoses glasses, remember about thoses who are born blind, it's just a little thought to help us all keep our lives in perspective. Well, I guess that I'v raddled on long enough, you get the message. I/WE all LOVE you very much and I'll TTYL sweetheart!