A weight off my sholders

Today was a very weird day. I posted earlier about my less then exciting day at work but near the end I got some messages and a call from Jon. We exchanged some not so pleasant words at first because I've been avoiding him out of fear of having to tell him about England. I finally got up enough balls to drop the bomb on him. His initial reaction was exactly what I was expecting but what followed shocked the shit out of me. I knew that he would hang up on me (which he did), remind me how I hurt him the first time (which he did) and cry (which he did) but I NEVER expected to sit on the phone with him for over an hour balling my eyes out then hang up only to find out via text message that he was on his way over. We sat in the parking lot outside my apartment till almost 3am while he tried to comfort me, I was a big snotty mess. He rubbed my head and we cuddled. He didn't even try to stop me from going. He lovingly wrapped me in his arms and whispered in my ear to try to sooth me and stop my tears but never once ask me not to go. He understood that it would make things soo much harder for me. I love Jon....I always will.