OK, Lets start with the good. 2 days ago Jon, Jay, Eric and myself went up to Camp Givah which is a Jewish day camp Eric has been going to since we was 2. We got there late in the day, had enough time to set up tents and build a fire then we commenced with the celebrations. We spent the night drinking large amounts of vodka and smoking till we were all nice and toasty. We later took boats out on the pond where most of us got soaked so being dirty and soaked Eric had the idea to take showers. Little did we know that the hot water heater wasn't on due to the fact that the official camping season hadn't started yet. After about 5 minutes of the girls and boys showers fighting for what little hot water there was Eric had the idea that we all share one. To see Jay, Eric, Jon and myself all huddled naked together to try to conserve heat is a sight to behold. The night ended when Jon and I discovered that our tent had HUGE holes in the bottom so again Eric had the idea to all share the small tent. What a weird night :-p The following day we all spent the day outside in direct sunlight so needless to say we all ended up with REALLY bad sun burns. This is incredibly painful but WELL worth it. This is my first official sun burn BTW. I've been to the Bahamas and gotten sun poisoning and no burn. I had no idea a sun burn could be this horrible.
Now on to less happy events. Liz recently sent me a 2 page email giving me (of all things) relationship advise. Apparently shes afraid of me being with Jon again. She thinks she has a clue as to whats going on with my life. she gets all her information 3rd hand then passes that information on to Trevor. its like fucking telephone tag. What makes you think that I have any interest in reading an insanely misguided 2 page email about MY PERSONAL SHIT. Keep this in mind. if I don't tell you about something and I don't blog about it there's a reason. If your worrying about my relationship KEEP IT TO YOURSELF! I want no part of it.
Trevor, you said something to me recently that cut right to the quick. You have no right saying what you did about me. I know you'll laugh it off as being a poorly worded joke but it hit me harder then you'll ever know and I know that all your "poorly worded jokes" come from somewhere. Regardless of whatever impression your under I have no interest in being the person you obviously think I am. I don't try to understand whats been going on with you recently and I've spent quite alot of time taking your mean and cynical "jokes" with a grain of salt.....now I'm bleeding and have a shit load of salt for my wounds. If this is how you treat people that love and care about you I'd hate to see how you treat the people you don't like. It was by far one of the worst things you could have said to me. I don't know why your on this path of self destruction but your treading on very dangerous ground and within a stones throw from fucking something up beyond repair.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Vodka, Smoke, Sun burns and nakedness Then The Other Side of Happiness
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To err is human; but contrition felt for the crime distinguishes the virtuous from the wicked.
And thats suppose to negate from the event? That was a really shitty appology if it was one at all.
Oh......well this is a poor medium for one to be contrite on.
You want my apology here, for the world to see or between the two of us where it can mean something? You know I am sorry, you are maybe even satisfied that it is eating me up. You knew I was "unhappy" during that chat. You pleaded with me to open up and talk. When it took me to a bad place you got offended and walked away. I talked “almost” totally openly with you like you asked, like you KNOW I never do, and it bit me on the arse, well fool on me, no? You know I am sorry, you know I never want to offend, no, more than that, hurt you. I am happy you are having such a good period at the moment and I do not want to spoil that, I am just sorry I am not part of it. Tell me to piss off and I will, you know that also. Just tell me though, or I will continue to wait to hear from you two. If I am waiting for something that has gone, then spare me making a fool of myself for another week of nocturnal days/nights and tell me.
I'm sure this is no surprise but that's exactly what I was waiting for. Thank you. We'll chat soon.
That is rather a surprise actually!
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